In the Crossfire- Starsailor

i've been having weirdass dreams lately.

two nights ago, i dreamt that i was involved in some kind of government rebellion, with the mass communists (forgive the pun). the front parts were blurry, until the part where i was in some kind of news office. two terrorists came (they look a bit Pakistani-ish), and shot joel and (possibly) jj, who were standing outside the door. all of us panicked as the terrorists barged in. as i scrambled around for my life, i cannot recall how but i was somehow on the floor, right in one terrorist's path. in the background, jarryl was saying something like, "don't shoot me! don't shoot me!" and when the terrorist pointed his shot gun at me, jarryl said "shoot her! shoot her!" (hahahahaha) terrorist glared at me with menacing eyes, and shot me at my belly, exposing all my innards. thank God i didn't feel pain.

the ironic part was waking up in my dream, as though i recovered from that incident, with my body sewn up and repaired and all. and life simply resumed. then i regained consciousness for real.

according to dreammoods.com,

To dream that you are shot, represents a form of self-punishment that you may be unconsciously imposing on yourself. You may have done something that you are ashamed of or are not proud of. If you are shot and come back as a different person, then it indicates that you to start fresh. You want to wipe the past away and literally become a new person.

so what if i were shot and came back as the exact same person?

oh and, there was another dream. i was again with mass communists and this time, we were queuing up for a job interview. this time, i forgot to bring my resume.


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Entrails
To dream of human entrails (your own or another's), signifies horrible misery and despair and little hope for happiness.

well, not the first time innit!

I blogged @ 2:15 PM